Sometimes, life seems too dark to navigate through. Yet, in the midst of that darkness is Light. I am a child of God who loves her children and desires to be found faithful. I am not sure where this path goes, but I am trusting the One who can see where it ends. This is a reflection of that journey.
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Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Truth+Love=Joy
This morning, I woke up feeling loved. Loved by my family. Loved by my
husband. Even loved by my adorable dog,Coco. Most importantly, I felt
loved by my Lord. I felt the cool breeze and saw the beautiful sky and
was excited. Not only because I was alive to live another day in Him,
but because I knew something exciting: that after 2 days in 1st and 2nd
Peter, I was rounding a corner. I was elated because I was aware of what
this morning held. It held for me truth and love. It promised to
encourage and admonish me. It would be an amazing time and a humbling
time. This morning I entered 1st John. It is one of my all-time favorite
books in the bible. I knew that I would be reminded of two promises
found in God's word. They are the very promises I need to hear, at the
very time. I knew it was coming for days and thought about jumping ahead
to it, but I knew I was where I was in God's word for a reason and did
not want to miss out on what God had for me by rushing to the next book.
So I woke up, grabbed my bible and anxiously flipped to 1st John. I was
beginning to pray and ask the Lord to speak to me when something
happened. My daughter decided to crawl into bed next to me and begin
talking about the day. Who can come over? Where are we going? What are
we doing? What is (fill in the blank with as many friends as possible)
doing? You see, when I am not a pastor's wife, I am a personal
assistant, event coordinator, and entertainment guide for my very social
10 year old daughter.(at least this is how SHE sees me). I continued to
pray and tried to ignore her when my adorable dog began to boss me into
petting her. If you have ever seen this in your dog, you will know what
I am talking about. So, I got up and sought solitude and began again.
My excitement was even greater now, so I opened my bible. I began to
read and didn't make it very far before I had to stop. I was camped in
verse 4 of chapter one. A small verse that writes very few words. It
simply says this: "And these things we write to you, that your joy may
be full". I had to stop because I realized that this entire book was
written so that our "joy may be full". I have had the blessing of
experiencing much joy in my life. Whether it was my joy or that of
someone else, it was definitely a great experience to share in. Joy is
defined in the dictionary as "a feeling of great pleasure and happiness"
and gives synonyms such as delight, gladness, and rejoicing. That is
full just looking at it. Yet God is not giving us His word merely to
look at it. He gives it to us so that our joy may be full! He wants us
to experience it. To rely upon it and grab a hold of it. To devour it
and to apply it. This is where the fullness comes. Many things can make
us happy, but few people ever experience true joy. This is why I was so
excited to open this book and pour over the contents of the words God
has for me through the prophet John. I was reminded of truth: 2:2,
2:25,4:18-19, 5:20. I was enthralled by love: 3:19-22, 4:9-11, 5:3. Read
it and you will be blessed! I want to leave you with this verse " We
love Him because he first loved us" (4:19) because it ministered to me
the most. You see, truth is not optional, but love and joy are. God
CHOSE to love us so much that the only way He could close the gap caused
by sin was His death. He loved us first. HE loved us first. Doesn't
that bring you joy? I am so glad that the ball is in His court, because I
am in no way capable of gaining His love or keeping His love. The joy? I
am simply allowed to receive it! What an amazing God we serve!
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Thanks for the joy reminder Kim...and welcome to the blogosphere!
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